Love will come

with tears burning my eyes as you all discussed,
last night i sat there and couldn't help
but wonder if all these things we talk about...
community, Love's expression, body life
will it all ever come to pass?
will we see the fruit?
is this what has been birthed in our hearts or is this just some new idea we gather around?

how do i know this isn't just another fruitless attempt to find Him?

tired of longing, hoping and trusting in the meaningless
tired of the good sounding phrases that end up being empty
tired of pretending that i know
because i don't. i'm no better than anyone else "out there"
in the religious "system" that you are making fun of
my heart breaks
i am human like them too, so please don't criticize and condemn

the answer is Love
and as I sat there with tears streaming down
you all talked of these ideas of community, Love's expression, body life
are these simply good ideas to you or is this Love's revelation?

this is my one undying hope....
one day
Love will come
He will find us and make His home with us